13rd of April, Black Friday, Raining.
This is a blog post that I wanna write since 3 weeks ago, and finally I managed to wrote it today, just after I finished my mushroom sup.
That day, 24th of March. He, her BF chat with me through FB chatbox.
You know how he start the conversation..?
He asked me to guide him, her and their friends to Pangkor Island during their SEM break and ask me to join their trip.
And he kept calling me "UTAR BOY" instead of calling my real name.
Well, it's weird, really weird.
Will anyone ask his GF's ex-admirer to help him? Some more, I don't really know him, just shook hand with him once and said "Hi, I'm Ken" before this.
My friends told me, the purpose of his request was wanna make me feel bad when I see both of them playing, smiling, chit-chatting happily in front of me. Or in another way, he want to LC me that HE IS HER BF, NOT ME.
Ya, I'm doubt about this.
But, I'm trying to think in different way. He invited me to join them for trip sincerely.
I hope he really did this.
Actually, I started not to believe other easily after some lesson learnt before.
BUT, I'm trying to trust him.
And I hope he won't treat me in a bad way. I hope he is a good guy.
AND
He did ask me a question - "You really put down (your feeling) already?".
Haha.. I just answer him, "not really".
If I tell you that I put down the feeling toward her COMPLETELY within this short period, then this mean I'm not serious with the "relationship" before.
Erm.. Honestly, I had a nice chat with him that day. And I hope what he told is true and sincere. =)
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我想念的不僅是你，還有那個時候在你面前，可以那麼快樂的自己。
我現在几乎已經找不到他了，我很想他。
-大A
